1. |
Convictions
02:46
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2. |
Forgiveness
03:25
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They tare us down they throw us out they treat us like dogs but we remain,
The tide is turning fortunes our friend will we be as kind?,
Rage is building there every plea there persistent hate it burns in me,
There words were fire thrown around now all there dreams will come burning down.....
Forgiveness is a word made for all of those who die like we do,
Deception is the truth that's made for all of those who will betray you...
They enslaved and forced our labor stripped us down then replaced our names,
they branded us like farmers cattle now pretend they never did a thing,
they smile as if were old friends like the numbers on my wrist didn't mean shit,
from judge and plaintiff condemned to king I think forgiveness is too much for thee.....
Forgiveness is a word made for all of those who die like we do,
Deception is the truth that's made for all of those who will betray you,
Do we forgive there persistency's of our eradication?,
Do we forgive them for all they have done?.....
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3. |
Take My Hand
04:12
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Images pressed in mind Comprehensions left behind,
Beauty is from her decay the poisons eat away,
listen to all the sounds melt your mind with mine now,
take my hand please believe come on a trip here with me...
threw the void and past the breeze with all the dying trees I scream,
feel the life with your mind the sky is burning but all is fine,
feel the beauty of all I see to create a form a living being,
we waste our lives living bland,
take my hand... take my hand.... take my hand.....
Her beauties uncompared but I can't describe her,
we sit inside this cage in a trance were in a daze,
follow us to realization don't trip or fall into despair,
stay calm as your skin crawls the best kind of discomfort....
threw the void and past the breeze with all the dying trees i scream,
feel the life with your mind the sky is burning but all is fine,
feel the beauty of all I see to create a form a living being,
we waste our lives living bland,
take my hand... take my hand.... take my hand.....
take my hand......
bend your mind what will you find,
believe in all before we go.....
threw the void and past the breeze with all the dying trees i scream,
feel the life with your mind the sky is burning but all is fine,
feel the beauty of all I see to create a form a living being,
we waste our lives living bland,
take my hand... take my hand.... take my hand.....
take my hand... take my hand.... take my hand....
take my hand.... take my hand....
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4. |
S.T.D Blues
04:20
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I got crabs from a fisherman,
he said he was in a rocking band,
well he lied,
come on,
S T D's No,
S T D's No...
I got gonorrhea from a chick named pal I'll see ya,
I got the clap while listening to rap,
I got herpes from a girl,
she said she owned the world,
well she lied,
Come on,
S T D's No,
S T D's No...
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This black hole my destination my emptiest sweetest oblivion,
Empty the soul to find a hole the worms eat you all the way to your core,
You told them but all the stars died maybe if it's the end they'll all cry,
He took my angel no one cried if nothing else matters then why must my angel die?...
Lonely stars over diseased lands,
where the filth kills all my dreams....
Scars over the tracks of my heart the poisons the pain its the start,
drowning in this overflow he was caught and brought to court,
he smiled and this blackness it grew it grew it grew it grew,
he didn't get the death the life they chose I screamed out for his demise...
Lonely stars over diseased lands,
where the filth kills all my dreams,
I had one until she fell mutilated by a butchers spell,
screaming now she's bleeding screaming now she's dying....
Walking slow this disillusion his eyes were gold,
kill this demon to save her world,
I strap this pipe bomb to my chest broken dreams and a mournful blast,
I did it all just to save her world....
Lonely stars over diseased lands,
where the filth kills all my dreams,
I had one until she fell mutilated by a butchers spell,
I kill'd this demon now she'll rest in peace.....
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6. |
Mama
02:49
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mama smoked some diamonds well mama lived on mars,
mama was a dancer well mama jacked some cars,
mama smokes the tar now mama sleeps all day,
mama makes me cry it's for mother that I weep....
Mamas gone will she ever come home?,
she won't be like she was before,
mama just cries but I don't understand,
mama only said not in front of her kid...
mama's eyes are black well mama's eyes are bruised,
mama was a rider well mama's ride fell threw,
mama chased her dragons well mama liked to drink,
mama tried to get clean but her voices said "don't think"...
Mamas gone will she ever come home?,
she won't be like she was before,
mama just cries but I don't understand,
mama only said not in front of her kid...
mama found some acid well mama ate some shrooms,
mama stayed up for days mama swept with brooms,
mama gives me uncles said I've never had a dad,
many call mama junkie I ask if that's bad?....
Mamas gone will she ever come home?,
she won't be like she was before,
mama just cries but I don't understand,
mama only said not in front of her kid...
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7. |
Child
03:23
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go....
look away from my misguidance prey for the final silence,
listen close to all the chatter feeling low what's the matter....
while these fumes which keep us warm,
while my hunger it rolls on,
I cradle you but you don't understand,
no you won't ever under.....
Child Child let me hear you,
Child Child I must hold you,
Child Child I Can't see you,
threw this smoke we're making.....
Child Child let me hear you
Child Child I must hold you,
Child Child I Can't see you,
threw this smoke we're making.....
mothers sorry for all the,
Diamonds burnt up in her past if she could she would change that,
I wanna change but I need some help you must go and be a man now,
This home is smelling like some tar I sold your toys don't be alarmed,
Go play in your room your uncles over he and I are gunna cook adult food....
while these fumes which keep us warm,
while my hunger it rolls on,
I cradle you but you don't understand,
no you won't ever under.....
Child Child let me hear you,
Child Child I must hold you,
Child Child I Can't see you,
threw this smoke we're making.....
Child Child let me hear you
Child Child I must hold you,
Child Child I Can't see you,
threw this smoke we're making.....
I hold you in my dreams I wake crying I nearly scream,
I'm gone I must come home I follow the tracks to the wrong road,
mothers sorry she tried kid she really loved you her child,
Mothers sorry she cannot return she's gone away to heaven to be a...
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8. |
Scarlet
03:35
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Tear soaked page is this the end it seemed quite a journey since we first began,
is this but our fate can we rewrite or do we close this chapter in this book of life....
maybe the bindings came undone,
close the pages it's all gone,
I wrote a poem and a novel ensued,
I point my pin and it fired to soon...
kill me slowly now with all your lies we knew it crossed all the lines,
we fell away but we loved you we didn't want this scarlet tune,
kill me slowly now with all your lies we knew it crossed all the lines,
we fell away but we loved you we didn't want this scarlet tune....
I'll read the future we'll replay the past,
were running in cycles can we all last,
if I redo the lines will I be heard,
I guess it doesn't matter when no one really cares....
maybe the bindings came undone,
close the pages it's all gone,
I wrote a poem and a novel ensued,
I point my pin and it fired to soon...
kill me slowly now with all your lies we knew it crossed all the lines,
we fell away but we loved you we didn't want this scarlet tune,
kill me slowly now with all your lies we knew it crossed all the lines,
we fell away but we loved you we didn't want this scarlet tune....
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her words cut like razors she poured salt into my wounds,
depressions a poison it infects I'm as sick as the world,
don't you listen to my words let them fade away,
butn the end I was already dead,
a note on my grave read no more pain,
on my grave insincere flowers wept...
Drinking from a bottle on my own grave my hands up towards the sky, yeah,
22 heartaches and a bottle of scotch it's enough to make you wanna die,
yeah,
Drinking from a bottle on my own grave my hands up towards the sky, yeah,
22 heartaches and a bottle of scotch it's enough to make you wanna die,
yeah....
Caught in a jail cell without bail my mind was lost in all the lies,
preying for a pixie or a pretty little vixen to save this heart of mine,
48 hours have now gone and went my hopes have been all but declined,
I thought of eating shotgun shells for breakfast but I don't need steel in my diet...
Drinking from a bottle on my own grave my hands up towards the sky, yeah,
22 heartaches and a bottle of scotch it's enough to make you wanna die,
yeah,Drinking from a bottle on my own grave my hands up towards the sky, yeah,
22 heartaches and a bottle of scotch it's enough to make you wanna die,
yeah.....
when she left I was in love I only felt so much pain,
life is bleak when you are weak wrapped in your bottle of pain,
I was dumb when I was numb I drank away everything,
but one day you awake and see a new god damn day,
I don't need her around me anymore......
Drinking from a bottle on my own grave my hands up towards the sky, yeah,
22 heartaches and a bottle of scotch it's enough to make you wanna die,
yeah,
Drinking from a bottle on my own grave my hands up towards the sky, yeah,
22 heartaches and a bottle of scotch it's enough to make you wanna die,
yeah,
Drinking from a bottle on my own grave my hands up towards the sky, yeah,
22 heartaches and a bottle of scotch it's enough to make you wanna die,
yeah,
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10. |
Six Pack
04:04
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Let's Go!!!!!
Hey man woke up today at noon funny feeling it must be the shrooms,
I'm so sick I do fear cause now I'm puking everywhere....
Am I happy? Am I Sad? I can tell you I'm surely glad because....
Six Pack, Tacos, Nachos and Burritos.....
went to the bar for some more beer now I can tell that you are here,
take you back into my place just to find your ugly face in the morning,
yeah in the morning in the morning yeah in the morning....
Am I happy? Am I Sad? I can tell you I'm surely glad because....
Six Pack, Tacos, Nachos and Burritos.....
In my car I'm driving fast drunk now I'm about to crash,
ate my shrooms then you can count smoked more weed then a pound,
about to die but I cant cry because.....
Six Pack, Tacos, Nachos and Burritos.....
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11. |
Zombie Dust
05:07
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I'm in this desert once again I feel the death inside my hands,
I see the sickness in her eyes another line and she'll blow her mind....
I'm lost underneath this sky I need the gold to make me high,
I see the end it's so near but I need the dust it's so clear...
hear the screams we the infected I pray for help but no one ever listens,
Zombie dust in your mind images fade and form lies,
it's the hole in all our souls....
subtle pain the deepest breed the sorrow and kill the dreams....
I'm in this desert once again I feel the death inside my hands,
I see the sickness in her eyes another line and she'll lose her mind....
Kill all our gods and we'll make all our own injustice this justice we're all alone,
split the cells our sons of the Adam we'll kill our futures we've never had them,
words of the mad the newly prophesized listen to the insane for they cannot lie,
eat the flesh the blood it grows colder lifes threw death no longer immortal...
subtle pain the deepest hate breed the sorrow and kill the dreams....
I'm in this desert once again I feel the death inside my hands,
I see the sickness in her eyes another line and she'll lose her life....
Dust Zombie Dust kill him and kill her every child and being,
Dust Zombie Dust Create a new world from ashes and pain....
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12. |
Distant
05:51
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I know she doesn't mind when were not together,
I can see it in her eyes the fade it grows bigger,
the distant doesn't mind still my secrets are eating at her,
don't show affection he may find out she may just fall out....
how can we save what we've never had....
Its distant it's so fucking hard to give up my love for her...
it's crucial it's killing me she belongs to my brother.....
Its distant it's so fucking hard to give up my love for her...
it's crucial it's killing me she belongs to my brother.....
he doesn't know it kills me but he still thinks she cheats,
he found all our letters his pain it makes me so weak,
brother o brother we shall find him he says no need just let him,
he can have her she's a cheater also goodbye he pulls the trigger...
how can we save what we've never had....
Its distant it's so fucking hard to give up my love for her...
it's crucial it's killing me she belongs to my brother.....
Its distant it's so fucking hard to give up my love for her...
it's crucial it's killing me she belongs to my brother.....
it grows dark I'm fading black her memories warmth once I had,
I feel weak so weaker now as this distance fades out,
Its distant it's so fucking hard to give up my love for her...
it's crucial it's killing me she belongs to my brother.....
Its distant it's so fucking hard to give up my love for her...
it's crucial it's killing me she belongs to my brother.....
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13. |
Regrets
03:14
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The choices made have come to past now hold your breathe never look back,
in this cage you will dwell forever hold your breathe forever remember,
was his company truly this bad do you feel your choice was right?,
No I never wanted this I only felt alone I only felt all alone,
he didn't deserve this I did love for anything I wish to return,
your regrets your fear has caused this change,
your choices have made all his pain,
burning fast you were quick to forget,
you choice is death now your life's forfeit,
take me back to mend his soul,
he is broken then take me home,
then take me back as soon as he is fixed,
please just let me amend...
so many foolish days your choices chose,
you chose to fast now you wish to return home,
you chose wrong now there are no more deals,
you'll reside forever in this hell,
in this hell...
he found her body on the fourth of may,
her body lay cold like death,
he screamed and pleaded she could not be saved,
painkiller suicide another lost soul,
a wasted life deserted youth,
a regret never told,
no I never wanted this I only wanted release,
no I never wanted this I only wanted...
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14. |
Hell For Her
04:22
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sitting in flames she's just out of reach,
my heart it burns but it's better then living without her,
I'd rather be here in hell with my dear,
then up inside the clouds with my love nowhere near,
pins and needles prod me in my eyes,
her tears hurt me more then any other device,
four minutes together every hundred years,
it's better then being eternally ripped to a divide...
I hear her scream for me,
I'll bleed for her,
I feel her pain it kills me more,
our love is torn it's true,
but for her this hell I'll prove,
I'll always love her evermore....
I'll pull this blade on myself to end her pain,
she pulls the blade back on her she will not give in,
the demons they laugh and stab her,
a light shines down there grins fade,
descends an angel who says one must stay,
she turns and she starts to cry,
I smile and I tell her good bye,
I push her in the light,
she fights and she cries,
I'll wait here forever and a day,
I swear upon my soul I'll love her until I am nothing...
I hear her scream for me,
I'll bleed for her,
I feel her pain it kills me more,
our love is torn it's true,
but for her this hell I'll prove,
I'll always love her so much more....
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Among The Essence Michigan City, Indiana
We are a Progressive hard rock band from Michigan City, Indiana.
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